It's not what it will be, as we are not once more

Wanted to not know but now i want to know it all
Feeling the not want, nor needing nor craving 
Discarding what was ment to be left on growing
Shining light between darknesses
Echoless screems, shatered by oneself 
Crumbling the path whose once he built 
With smiles of raging flames
Just to punish you 
By becoming another memory