I've

I've made mistakes I've been uncool, You can't use this as your tool.

I've said sorry more than once already, Your making this relationship feel unsteady.

I've cried in shame I am to blame, Your now different your not the same.

I've begged for forgiveness, pleaded with you. What else do you want me to do?

I've stopped going out, there's no need to shout. Control is what this is all about.

I've lost myself along the way, frightened you'd leave, praying you'd stay.

I've done fucked up things, hurt you inside, But punishing me forever I can't abide.

I've put life on hold, inside I'm scared putting up with this I would never have dared.

I've lost the will to recover, maybe's I'm not meant to be your lover.

I've given up inside I've died, I've lost count of how many times I've tried.