I’ve been blocked

She probably never wonder, or even almost start to text my number, she made me so much number, and number, late nights I can’t get away from her thought, she could never understand the pain that she brought, the lesson that she taught, how lonely I feel when I now have to walk, played with like a pawn, while all along, thinking I was the king or at least the bishop, the mix up, I got the hammer and the nails I was only wanting to fix us, the miss her, text that I thought would never stop, but it been stopped for her days ago cause I’ve been blocked, broken watch, the good time no longer show, time I no longer know, two hands.. I’d give her all the time I got, but she don’t want time she want space, it’s like a never ending mistake, cause I don’t know how to give space, you ever feel like real love really is hate?, me neither, voices in my heart saying we need her, so eager, to keep her, not even realizing she don’t ever want to be kept, and I guess that’s the reason she left,