I've been through it

I wish that I was as pretty as all the girls I see but when I look in the mirror all I see is plain old me
Something that is  Completely ordinary yet something that secretly is insanely extraordinary.
All I know is that my heart is as wide as the mountains and my love could sprinkle over the world just like one of the world's most beautiful and colorful fountains.
There is nothing that I ponder that I can not conquer.
People want to see me fail but HERE I AM ALIVE AND WELL!
You can say what you want, you can throw all your stones and give me all you're taunts.
Just know that my book is the one that all the stores are going to sell.
Well it's just like this in life I know of hell and what it incumbents believe me I've heard all of you're degrading judgements.
I know my light and what it is capable of because I wear my heart direct on my glove.
When you speak of Satan trust me I've seen it and when it comes to hell I've burnt within it.
When it comes to pain you can bet I've felt it in every form imaginable to a being.
There's nothing in this world that I consider to be more freeing.
I learn my lessons through unpopular representations.
I've witnessed all of the devils castrations.
pull up a chair, come along and sit,
let me tell you just how much I've been through it