Missing you so badly

•  The day you left was the day I lost my mind, there were so many broken pieces to the puzzle that you left forever unsolved and involantarly behind.
• My heart screamed out in agony "why did he leave me god? Why?"
• My soul has wept dark tears everyday for four years straight.
• My actual tiny bit of sanity went 6 feet under along with all that was your loving wonder.
• How do I live in this harsh life with no advice from my father?
• My guilt has completely consumed me until all of my natural light shining never again bloomed.
• I've even tried to hate you for leaving us to mourn you forever.
• Sometimes in the night I hear a whisper but then I remember that that'll be you again never.
• The devil pulls at my thoughts and gosh he's so clever.
• He makes me think that with you is where I'll want to be.
• Is simply dying considered my new necessity?
• I miss you so much it hurts to bare the thought of your simplicity.
• I yearn to feel your warm embrace once more.
• This really is killing me right down to my core.
• I pray to the angels everyday.
• In hopes that they are real and will tell you just how much I truly loved you in every single way.
• You were my Daddy.
• I'm missing you so badly. :-(