I've got issues

I was lonely and then I met you.
I was convinced and then I kissed you.
We had fun and and I met your crew.
Your best friends and your family too,
Your cat, who doesn't like anyone but you.
You made me grow into myself and I thank you.
But now it's over and I'll miss you.
Even if it was my decision to leave you.
I'll never forget you and I hope we'll stay friends,
Because you're too good to be true.
But you have your issues and I've got mine.
And I thought it would be like this til the rest of time.
But the feeling's gone and now I'm back and willing to climb
The mountain of issues that became my mind,
So I can find someone like you and feel like this again.
Thank you for giving me strength, passion and love.
I'll never regret anything that happened and a part of my heart
Is still stuck on you but I have problems to resolve.
It's not easy to admit it and you are a collateral damage
Of a mind that was about to explode but of which you soothed the rage.
With time, it will be easier to think that I let you go.
Maybe it was a mistake but at least I let you know.
You loved a grenade that's defused but will  never blow.
Because I'm getting stronger everyday and going with the flow.
Instead of keeping all inside and have the urge to give blows.
You understood, you listened and I regained my freedom.
I love you for that because being with you made me realize
that I need help and that's alright.
I've got issues so I can't keep you.