Jumbled as I tumbled ?

Weaving threaded tapestries woven amidst my mahoosive mind

I ponder within reveries that have wandered so far behind

Muddled up in memories from falsehood facets that I find

Has my baffled brain deceived me ? making my mind’s eye blind..
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Well the answers to these questions alas I may never, ever know

Coz the people that could put me right have all died so long ago 

Loved ones that are nowadays faces on a photograph

And there is not another soul that I would ask on their behalf..
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So inside my hazy head is happenstances that are jumbled

Did I lose my reminisces when I got knocked down when I tumbled ?