Just a feeling

As my tears drip, my heart rips. 
The two halves once together,
now split.
The feeling of you wrapped around me,
is fading rapidly.
The knife against my wrist,
I'm falling into an abyss.
Darkness surrounds, there are no sounds.
Its so blurry, why was i in such a hurry?
There was no rush,
now there is no time.
The room is silent, and 
I am crushed.