Just thoughts.

Everyone keeps telling me that it doesn't feel like Christmas and I ask them, what does Christmas feel like?  

I can understand what they mean, the idea of Christmas seems to have slipped away as if evolution has rendered it obsolete, as if we do not need it anymore.

Alot of people including myself are holding onto memories of " how Christmas use to be" but thats it, it's just a dying memory.

The more I think about it it's very surreal how we humans act this time of year, out comes the decorations, the Christmas music fills our ears with glee and yet all this does not trigger any memories for me

The memories have been wiped clean, erased by God himself telling me that I no longer need this distraction called Christmas

Im lying awake at the moment and I ponder to myself as many a poet does and I ask myself, does my daughter feel the same way I did or is she playing a part, the part of the child, the 5 year old child who can't wait for santa to visit, she only knows about the jolly old guy because we told her about him, we fill her world Every year with Christmas time but does she feel the same as we did?  I need to know do the children of today need this in there life? 

I think evolution has wiped my memories clean of this time of year, Christmas lacks substance and has become needless to me, yes, it is nice to have some time off to spend with my family but Christmas itself is well and truly dead, I'm not sad about this, I'm happy, I'm moving on. I'm evolving beyond whatever life is.