Keep me alive

Im calling out
Calling out to the skies
Im reaching out
Reaching out
I dont know why
Cause I never, never
Ever get a f****ng reply

Embarrassed, alone and shameful
Lookin up but layin down
Used like the days tool
Get me high
But not off the ground
I'm sinking 
But could never drown
Swimming in the same pool
In too deep to touch my feet
Bittersweet as the dream
I never seek
While this chlorine ain't so tasteful
Never freed by salty seas 
Wont bear fruit if I never leave
Guided by ticking sounds so loud
From all the clocks that surround
Maybe its time
Whatever that means
Cause its always right now
And I've been blinded
By looking around
But I catch the whiff
Of a scent in the air
From a generous cent that was spared 
To get me out of this town

Im calling out
Calling out to the skies
Im reaching out 
Reaching out 
I dont know why
Cause I never, never
Ever get a f****ng reply