killed my heart

Trying to try again with you is hard
The pain you cause won't go away 
I'm not perfect, never said I was 
Some hurts go too deep into my soul
Never showed me affection until now…
Why did it have to come this far?
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Couldn’t you have loved me before;
Before you broke my heart in two
Years together are causing tears
Anger boil hot beneath my skin  
Always too cold to love until now…
Why did it have to come this far?
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Long have I said “I need more”
Took me for granted for too long
I did my best to treat you right 
Hoping you would do the same 
Nothing changed until now...
Why did it have to come this far?
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Hoping beyond hope that you'd change
That you’d listen to the pain in my voice
Until my heart could take nothing more
The damn of pain broke and killed my love 
I told you I don't know if we can fix it now…
Why did you let it come this far?