Kouhai

You don't have to feel the same
The heart wrenching
Breath taking
Mind altering
Stomach fluttering
Way that I do
When I look into your eyes

You don't have to reciprocate
The thought captivating
Day dream about you
All night waking
Feelings 
That took me by surprise

You don't have to love me
But just so you know
I'm pining
I'm waiting
But never whining
I'm sitting here
Happy 
Just ecstatic
That you're smiling
I would die
As long as it would keep you alive

Because you don't have to even know I'm alive
I'm more alive than ever
Just dreaming
Fantasizing
Planning
Of the day I'll call you mine

You don't know how I feel
And perhaps you never actually will
But as long as you're happy
That's all that matters to me
As long as you're content
My effort
Well, it was well spent