Krystal Clear.

I feel a rush every time our lips touch. I breathe you in to remember what it's like to have love rekindle what has been burnt out from within. I know our love is ment to be everlasting.

How can life be lived when your soul mate is just not ready.
So I sit. I wait patiently. Wondering. When will God say we are ready. Don't we deserve to be happy?
Our bodies no longer tangle with passion, instead our hearts break inside with disconnection.
The pain, the mistrust that I have caused. The love....

None of it was worth loosing someone so special someone so beautiful for a thought I didn't realize to speak upon.
Now the cold sheets hold me until I see the light breaking into the new dawn.  
No sleep for another night. Not surprising. Just to see another day to feel more pain rising. Please God, for true love Don't Deny Me.

It is another moment that passes that creates such madness. I'm willing to bend and break. It just seems that no more of me she is wanting to take.

Tearing my own mind piece by piece wondering, hoping, praying. That God will grace us with His Utmost Undying Affection of the Realization that you where made for me.

I see it Krystal Clear.

Goodnight My Beloved One. For my Soul will never sleep until You are in My Arms.