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You left me here once again,
Alone and cold, I know you'll come back..
But when?
My heart was crushed,
And with every push,
You drove me away.
I heard the harsh words that you needed to say,
Were they true?
Me to you, isn't the same as you to me.
All I want to do is bleed, but you, you feel completely free.
I loved you like no one else could.
I was hoping that one day you would..
Need me as much, as I need you, need me more than the air you breathe.
My heart was left open, my walls were torn down,
Only to be ripped apart, and built right back around. 
And so to you I need to say that even though I feel ashamed,
No matter what you do to me,
I still love you crazily.