lesson learned

I have a heart
I choose not to use it
its been broke for awhile
it stopped playing music
I don't want it fixed
I just want it muted
deaf in the dark
I must allow it to be
alone without love
alone without me
its instrumental chaos
with no symphony
always tuning it out
sounds horrific to me
nobody will hear it
not now not ever
try all you want
exhaust all your efforts
it stays how it is
non existent forever
lost all it rhythm
my soul cant remember
the drum of my spirit
is as silent as ever