Let go

when can you let go of me and leave me be
when can you say its just a dream
when can i look at you and say goodbye 
how can i let go?
i never learned to care about letting go 
i only learned to say goodbye to you 
i wanted more than just a faint line
i wanted my life to mean more 
you said for me to disappear 
somehow its only me 
this is who i am and i am letting you go 
this is who you are and its meant to make you crawl 
everything hurts yet you sound so deep how can  this only be about me
so heres to memories on our edge and to deep love that thawls 
you were mine and i was yours until you made that lie about lovers crawl
so heres to letting go and by letting go i mean let me go