Let him go

Nothing. Thatâs what I want from him but he is too blind to see that. He makes it hard to sleep at night. Doing thing he knows I miss him doing. It is like he knows how to get to me. He keeps messing with my head. Making it a home to an emotional train wreck. He doesnât understand how much pain he is putting me through. Â He doesnât understand I am not his anymore. I belong to another. Yet he kisses me. He said he shouldnât be doing this. Knowing someone else has my heart. But he does it again. I cannot help but do it back. Not just once but twice. He knows I still have the same feelings but I donât want to. He kisses me one last time before he leaves. My mind is going 100 mph in all different directions, forming a panic attack. The ones I had when we were together. But this one was worse. I couldnât get the smell of him out of my nose. I couldnât get the image of him out of my head. The spark that was once there still has a tiny flame. But I am mad but it still remains. The image of him grabbing me, pulling me in and kissing me. Over and over. His soft lips meeting mine for what seemed like hours. The adrenaline in me was pumping. But I still felt guild for I had just cheated. I cheated on a guy that I just got together with, wondering if I should tell him what had happened. Right now my mind is still going 100 mph and I donât think it plans on slowing down anytime soon.
Like 0 Pin it 0
Support CosmoFunnel.com
You can help support the upkeep of CosmoFunnel.com via PayPal.