Let's pretend were numb

Ain't it fucking sickening how he treated you
And all those rigid things he made you didn't wanna do
And all those scars you got c'mon now were they really scraped
Did you really fall or really scream from getting raped?
And I'll be damned if I ask he would puff a lie
How'd he get away by giving you that damaged eye?
Can't lend respect to a man how it was this way
Can't be a ghost girl he's really gonna have to pay
This shit hurts, it's cold
My heart breaks, it's fine
You wanted to let go soon
Couldn't let you go
As the sun is fading, Fuckin hurts
To talk
Don't give up now, I know you're hurting
Now
Please don't
Ya holding my hand
Believe, you're sane now, my fist in a stone
I'll fucking protect you
Miss you as I hold you, crammed you
in your sick ass mind, it fucking phased 
me
I'm so sorry girl