Letting go- diving deep breathless

Everytime I take a turn 

away from you, 

Plan on giving us a break

Let you be

It feels like I'm diving deep in water

Holding my breath 

For a long journey

Like I will never see you again

Though part of me wishes to stay 

Wants to stay and have you in my life

Another part of me just wants to always escape

Run and hide 

Move on like I never met you 

Let go just to do what's right

You alright

But just ain't right

For me to remain

The situation ain't right

it's not like I want to 

It's because I have to

This is not me...

Unlike me

Forget the connection

Yes I like you

Even to have you 

Be part of you too

Get inspired and laugh more

Be wiser

Friendship was a good foundation

To balance but who we fooling

You knew ways around me 

I let you 

But I had to become like your enemy 

So you let go chasing me 

Thinking of me

Longing for me and holding on to me 

It worked

I finally turned tables around

Not because I wanted to 

But I had to

We not worth it 

Situation I didn't like but you

There are many ways to kill a cat

And I killed one

That changed me

I lost me in process

acknowledgement taken

I rather deal with me to channel

Than risk what's unworthy with a married man.