Lies

I'm afraid of being hurt, 
 I leave before they get a chance to brake me 
I'm just a broken shell of the girl I used to be 
wanting to stay but fear gets in the way 
wanting to speak up 
but nobody will listen
I stay to myself 
I hide everything inside 
keeping everything bottled up
while my lips tell lies 
and my eyes tell you something different
but nobody is focus on the eyes 
just the shell 
but I'm okay I'm fine 
it's all just a lie 
if I keep telling everyone that I'm okay I'm fine 
I will start believing it myself