Life and its obstacles.
My mask is wearing thin during this time, its getting harder to say i'm just doing fine, i get thoughts that make me feel mentally ill, i'm awake all night long and its impossible for me to chill.
I need someone to sit me down and take a look inside, there is nowhere else for me, myself nor i to run and hide, my demons hate the rules so they no longer abide.
I feel so empty and cold, neither the blankets or food can do anything simply because i need someone to hold, without my daughter i'd tumble over and fold.
Having to leave the house with a false smile, making them laugh to keep them unaware, i'd like to open up completely but i'm always told 'sorry, no time to spare'.
I was happy once with a good job, a partner and a house of our own, it was fantastic to see how much nadiya had grown, it was the hardest thing though, too walk away, i'm just tired of acting like i'm all okay.
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Hi Liam, a very honest and passionate read. It's very striking but in all the good ways. If I could say anything it would be to keep writing, poetry can be very therapeutic in itself. Enjoyed this one
Hello, thank you so much i appreciate it, life is tough at the moment and i sure do find it theraputic, i disappeared from cosmo for around 8 months but i'm back now, i am glad that you enjoyed my poem 😁
Hello Liam,
This is quite the write indeed. I think when life feels like a charade it can suppress us into complete misery. I felt that here. I desire to want to be yourself, but feeling unheard and suffocating inside.
Sorry to read of your struggles. Please keep writing
Gwen x
Hello gwen, thank you so much for taking the time to read and i'm glad you enjoyed it, times are tough but what we go through makes us stronger! I will keep writing for sure, take care
Liam x