The Now.

Sometimes all i want to do is lay there and enjoy my own adventure, but there are people who need me and without knowing they drag me down further, i see the light at a distance but i can't seem to reach, i don't ask anybody for anything because i instantly feel like a  time consuming leech.

I want to be happy but a piece to my puzzle wont return home, therfore i have love in my heart but forever alone.

My mindset is strong on the outside yet i'm brittle down under, very kind hearted but a temper like thunder, will help anybody out at all times, in my mind if i ask for help then i'm just commiting crimes.

As time goes on though i feel stronger mentally and physically, having things i know i need to achieve, discovering the ability to believe, healing is a must, in myself i need trust.

I have a beautiful daughter who, when i'm down keeps my head above water, i'd rustle up a wave of fire to those who think about hurting her.

I've met someone who is on my level and understands me for who i am, she makes me smile and feel happy as a man, she doesn't judge at all so she could be the one, its a strong feeling, she is more than enough, it could be love.