life is something else

Life is something else,the next you’re on  the

Top on a queen;s chair  while others are still

Crowling with scars on their  faces,

Life is something else, today you are thrilled tomorrow

You are hollering ,crying unlike anyone else.

It got me thinking of suicide,

It drove me crazy when I thought I was fine,

It always continues after it threw me into a death trap

Sometimes I wish I had custody of life.

It got me drewling  on my knees

Praying for  myself even though  I never prayed

All along while  I was still in happiness.

It got me standing on the road of destiny on my knees lost

Even though I hold the map.

It got my heart broken to wish to even take back

Time and while I was still in misery  it took

Away those who made me happy

And left me with those who hated me instead

They fed me more misery when I felt like vomiting  it

All ,I felt like life was turning away my tears would make me

Drown and regret the day I was born.