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Thing is Ive always been scared to fall for someone so hard before and I lost myself for a cool while tryna figure out what I really wanted who I really was as an individual & sometimes things arent always as they seem to be or they dont add up to your feelings correctly & Ive experienced and learned so much things in my life to finally be able to say I am better than I was before and I will remain getting better than before, Ive always wondered how my life would be if a certain obstacle wasnt in the way, if a certain person was out of the picture, if things werent as they are rite now & I finally came to conclusion that all these events happening everything life has thrown towards me are lessons I shouldve and should learn to face on my own getting me ready to be someone independent and so much more but then again put in ppl to realize whos really down for you, its foul to say idc or I hate certain people who used to mean so much to me but then again I have every rite lemme rephrase that and use the word dislike instead of hate bc I dont carry hate in my heart, point to this well really doesnt have a point other then to realize everything is happening for a reason and youll understand it someday for now enjoy everything and never look back or ask for more settle for what u have bc yall might not know it can be taken away from you at any minute but if u want it bad you'll make it last - ehli ?