Little white things

Head whirling.
tummy spinning.
brain zapping 
Mounting agitation.
Never mind just take one 
You will be fine.
Try again tomorrow.

All I need is a day of clear thoughts 
To spend a day free to think 
and remember those thoughts.
Coming of these things is hard.
How when or why did I actually start.
  
It wasnt a guy on a street corner .
A grubby tenner wrap.
a smartly dressed man 
With a silver pen .who wrote on a pad .
Six years ago that was .
Never mind I'll try again tomorrow.
I WILL GET OFF THESE LITTLE WHITE THINGS