Crazy but inlove

The air is ropping
The rain is ripping
Despread for a solution .
Now my blood im sipping.
in rows of resolution
The whole time awake"
And I found myself 
out of conclusion.
Looking up unaware
Thoughts of Maybe 
this is fair.
Is crazy" something 
i can share..
happens to be 
my type of air"
Where I can scream and swear
Be a illusion " seizure teaser
And a middle finger.
By the least of animal" 
To them i am tabu.
So i need guide to survival.
Here im not weird 
to act nutty
And appose fear.
Here my tears are not worthy
But my screams say im crazy.
They don't know,
 that I also left love behind 
With the old 
In The pass cold.
The place i don't remember 
Anymore.
crazy' yes accorse"
You call this a course..
Its a dam curse...
but before here 
i was you there!.
With friends and haters
A girl I still love 
and a girl who loved me.
And there not the same girl.
You see" 
I am normal.
And I im loyal...
To my gal.
but to love
Im formal!
Let me leave..
ill split faster, 
than the death"
of a leaf.!!.......please Dr...is your daughter that loves me!
If im crazy how come im the only one who sees... That she's paying with love
For loving.?..
..My dr. Her father....!!...tell me dr will it be so wrong and in-humane or unethical 
For you too except im right!  and that the crazy by your standards has reason?.
Because this here is not wether im right or wrong because you know im right and that she's hurting. ..this is about  excepting" about you making a choice.
And you will" 
And if you choose wrong" then all this time you were the crazy one ......

Your excuses for my bad behavior are medications and sleeping potions.
for a tragic past. 
Of a in-home cast..
Some how logic" did not last.
For the cursed  and abused .
And no one accuse
Of body in mind 
and ends to finally fight
no matter what 
It has been taken. 
And to them is a discovery. 
But really 
there just covering
Because like me 
there recovering
There low blow. 
The cheap shot. 
Only because 
I love all 
But i see very we'll,
That Not one girl here is hot!
And i dont mean by beauty
But because my beauty lays,
On she with eyes of keys.
and its not fare 
For destiny to not get 
A turn at the nob 
to meet love
In such frequency
Are of things 
that live continuously.

So i await to bloom and atrack like if i attack 
and i just wanna write I wanna fly, 
And die....

i belief 
that when you belief!
What you get" 
Is always of disbelief....
And only of thought.
If you look pass nothing",
You'll see that we ask in vain.
Because we have evrthing.
Even unwanted things 
that should be wanted
Like family
Like family..
Like family...like love..

Your are mean
At least that's how it seems. 
But i swear my sweet lifes 
that sorround my no hive
The world will see 
feel, and hear 
my introduction 
to the other side.. 
My heart had offered
All in.....
eather way i die...
it hurts 
but it hurts 
im no child 
im a sin 
of cents to penny's
the bug that irritates all is me.
And i agree before and after you.
Im crazy but im in love 
so dont blame me for chaos