Loosing Our Way

They say that we are here and we all have a purpose,
Yet all that i see is hate and different ways that this world tries to hurt us,
I try to be strong and keep pushing forward to what I do not know, 
Learning to be humble and each day as I try more and continue to grow,
What is our reason here on this earth , all of this hate , this pain the suicidal thoughts , tell me what's it worth,
I try to see the light but i stay in the dark , searching for a torch or even just a spark, 
They say being born is a blessing from God, 
Yet all that is feel is anguish , torment , it's like I been robbed, 
What did I do to deserve such a hard path, what have I done to receive only his wrath, 
People don't understand the depression that I face, Im not alone in this fight there are so many and every different race,
This battle is real and raging everyday , so many of us need help but there seems to be no other way , 
Why have we grown divided in a world meant for more, 
We divide our sick and elderly and even more so our poor,
It's sad to think about the path were on and what lays ahead for us all, 
Keep thinking one day we will rise when destined to fall,
Just saying my peace in my personal search for redemption and help and forgiveness for the things that i have done, 
In my heart I know there are more of you out there with these feelings hidden so deep inside, 
The time to stand together is now no more reason to hide, 
So stand up and be heard for the world needs to see, 
That so many are lost , hurt and struggling I promise you it's not just me!!!!!
                           David Stafford .