Losing you.

Just a few more tests the doctors say, 
As we watch you fade away. 
Just a few more tests, some bloods to be done, 
Don't panic they lie, this thing can be won.
OK they say their faces grim, 
Its plain to see their is no win. 
Prostate, lungs, stomach and neck, 
And leukemia too, what the heck? 
Months they waisted doing tests after test,
No day to spare,  no time to rest. 
Chemo was refused they said it's gone too far, 
But they don't blame their selves not a word not a mar.
Months and months they took, saying just prostate, 
They made you take your time, but there wasn't any time to wait. 
It's never been said much, but you know that I love you,
It wasn't said much, I took for granted there was plenty of time to!