Losing your memories

If losing your memories is worth all of them coming back at once let me know. When I was thinking about how many memories I remembered that no one else did I was scared to death to recognize who I am. Some people stuck with me through hell others left when hell made me wanna be different. It's actually very simple how you thought forever was actually gonna be forever and then it turned out being a word I never thought I'd hear never is that word. You could point out someone who you would take a bullet for but in the end you are worth more. Some of these memories could make you not wanna remember. I hear that losing your memories suck but getting them back that is painful all them memories rushing back at once. If you ever died you would probably be haunted by those that made you wish you lost your memories. The worst pain like getting memories back is finding out that giving up won't make you feel any better.