LOST

The pain is what keeps me sane
Knowing the feelings effecting my brain
Will only get better over time,
Time being the biggest crime.
I was once drowning in my tears
And all my thoughts and fears.
This made my mind disappear
And the voices I began to hear
Suddenly got a lot louder
Made my mother less prouder
You were changing my personality
And constantly creating my anxiety
To overrule the person I used to be
I wish I could remember the old me