Lost ?

LOST?  -  The light is dark, the darkness, black. I cannot see ahead. With every breath, I seperate, and every piece is read. Then, in a flash, they all retreat, then re-reredirect instead. Crumpbled plans and shattered hopes all keep the ground unseen. The air is filled with particles of memories and dreams. Stormclouds hover faithfully, heavy with regrets, and guilt and shame form thunder that booms deeper with each step. Confusion creeps in, at some point, and takes its full-time job, of making sure uncertainty will fly above the smog. Questions search intensely for answers they may never find- to end up like just shadows, close, but still behind. Through the chaos and debris - is it possible to hear? Faith is somewhere out there - calling out, but drowned by fear. My arms reach out for inner walls. No doubt, Im standing, still. A walking, talking chunk of flesh, but I no longer feel. If only I could gain control, and clear this twisted maze, dare I dream that peace and sanity will shine right through the haze? Frustration gives this jumbled mess the ability to grow. It multiplies and feeds off of itself and all it knows. Is there, somewhere, a secret clue or key to get me through? Or am I stuck in there, so lost in life, and everything i do?? - Mitzi Lynn Slay