Lost Faith

When it rains it pours,

I don't know how much more of this I can endure.

Lord why you turn your back on me,

I prayed to you everyday to show me better way to life,

Now I'm losing my wife, to cancer,

Everything is going wrong, God what's your answer.

I revolved my whole world around you,

Are you really up there?,

Or I'm just looking up worshiping the air.

I lost my faith,

When before you I felt safe.

I feel like  there's a knife in my back and someone keeps poking,

the cards being dealt, my hand is crap,

my diamonds are fake, and my hearts are broken.

If this is a test than I failed but I don't care,

My prayers your never going to hear. Again!