Love and Drugs

Love and Drugs will mess you up.
When you don't get them anymore your heart stops.
The only thing breathing life into you is a pump.
You're in a coma and the only thing saying your alive is a screen with bumps.
Once it goes straight you're done.
Fell for this one guy and now to prevent it from happening with someone else I'm running.
Hoping that no one will be coming.
And just like before I start slowing, because my heart is thumping.
Right when I do that I see someone worth loving.
These insecure thoughts are creeping.
My mind is telling my heart what about it is worth hating,
but your smile is what keeps away those thoughts my mind is saying.
I know we won't start dating,
and that's okay as long we keep talking.
We've only been friends for a month, but you're amazing.
I hope what we have is never ending,
but right now it isn't looking that way and I hope one day we can start mending.
Waiting for you to want to fix it because I already do so it's pending.
My arm is extending,
it's hard pretending I don't care that you're leaving.
I'm stuck here grieving over something that's living.
All the memories we had just seem to be fleeting,
but this is all my fault I'm the reason.
Should just get over you and stop making my eyes leaking.
Best of luck that you find what you're seeking,
because we both not I'm not the one you're searching for or needing.