Love and loss

I was a happy child spoilt and clever,
At 7yrs old i thought it'd last forever,
Then mum got sick and stayed in bed,
Cancer took over im dying she said,
By 10yrs old i was caring for her,
The doctors said there is no cure,
7 years later at seventeen,
She went, she died, Her last breath i seen,
My dad was lost, alone and sad,
Then it got worse, It went really bad,
Because 3yrs later,He also got sick,
He went into hospital and died really quick,
I was alone and scared, Didnt know what to think,
I wanted to drown, Dive in water and sink,
I sank into sadness, Sank into depression,
This is my personal confession,
20yrs later the pain is the same,
This is my truth, its not a game,
Sadness, resentment, and all of the emotion,
I'll love them forever with all my devotion,
But im angry they left me, and thats me being real,
Its different everyday to how i feel,
I still hear their voices, still smell their skin;
They were my parents the most amazing kin,
I wish they were here to see my success,
With the talent for writing that i possess.