Love break mistake

 I got played even though I knew it was a mistake now we're just friends but we still love each other till the end but I don't need a friend I need someone to love me and hold my hand but I never stood a chance cause if I did we would have went out again now how am I suppose to live knowing that another man might have a chance while we're just friends or that friend who you just have benefits with now how am I suppose to live knowing your talking to another man that's why I hide my self cause I don't want to ever love again