Darkness

My heart is empty no one can fill it not even me no love no fear I wipe my tears don't wanna live you hate me I hear it with my ears I'm in a cold dark place I don't try to escape this dark place is something I create to flee from my mistakes and the laughing and the pointing at my face the knife in my back to deep to let free I love a girl and I know she's feeling me but sometimes I think she's playing me but I don't care if it's true cause my love for her grow just waiting for the day she let me lose I know she be texting other dudes but looks at me saying I still love you after that I don't know what to do should I trust my heart what would you do but now I choose her cause she's the only one who can make a door and I can escape my dark place