Love Joker

Why the hatred why the painted picture of a mixture of life and karma just love no harm to my mom to the songs nothing ever went wrong it was way too long the matter of time that it took to break the insecurity the needles were hurting me until I decided to step away where then he knew my name, I felt loved It was a touch that brang me back to reality He had the key to my heart and I felt in charge It sounded cheesy but He wasn't needy but we did need each other, I was his one and only lover, as though I thought until he cheated I was defeated I had my fifty seconds of fame where then It became a game, It all added up I was blinded by love the never comforting hugs I felt dumb how could he use me like this I was angry I was pissed I even made a list I wanted to punch him with my fist the moment we kissed that’s when I felt the bliss I was dissed not only that had been running through my mind but how gentle he was how kind , I saw the love and Then I judged above it all I was small. The thoughts had destroyed me he himself had annoyed me he toyed with my heart it’s like he was a dart and I was the piece of art all that love going to waste I thought we had something say it to my face he is a disgrace I thought we would embrace the love but I guess it he had enough. The fact that he couldn't say it to my face made me rage. All I wanted was loyalty not hate throughout dates and escapades throughout the days and what did I get, do I need to use names? I didn't need to yell I was already in hell. I just ran until he cared which he lacked, and he didn't care to come back, The fact that he didn't need her no more made her heart sore she felt naked to the core betrayed on the floor, flooding tears. No more my dear. ~Sarah