love that kills.

How could you prepare to leave me
here alone
Listening to the devils in your head
chatting
just do it, just do it
Chanting of love as an illness
Did you think of me
Before
Swallowing their prescribed reasoning,
coated in wrongful seasoning,
you are sick ,
But i am the poison
in that bottle of tasty pills,
I know you well and i love you,
It wasn't for thrills ,
I wish for silence in my head
All i hear is screaming instead
The thoughts of love
Of love in death
Aches my aching breath
I can't imagine that pain again
Nor ever do i seek to feel it
you are sick my love,
Only heavens prescription can heal it,
I've offered you to the lord above,
In promise you would return,
Nothing stronger than his infliction,
heavenly how it burns
Chatting devils
Seeked you out ,
because my love you were weak,
Our love become your sickness,
It's me who couldn't speak,
How does one prepare to leave behind
such a love within the night,
Chanting of love as an illness,
Thoughts drowning beyond the light,
Given up on the fight ,
turning off the love of light,
abandoned alone
Deepest depths of night,
i am the poison in that bottle of
tasty pills,
I am that love that kills.