LOVE SUICIDE

Sitting here staring at these four grey walls
Nothing else to live for no one to call
No one cares about me, and all my hope is gone

How did I end up in this desolate place
These thoughts keep recurring as tears roll down my face 
I've come to the end of a life that never should have been

The light has departed, and total darkness prevails
My mind’s set on dying, and today is the day
The dagger begs for my blood, and my hands will guide the way

I held it as my savior, my deliverer, and my friend 
Just one more breath in this life before I kiss the end
Very soon, I shall see the face of death who never pretends

So, farewell to life's bondage, good riddance to a beating heart
No longer will I be deceived by the promises of love

Let me lay where I fall like an uprooted tree cast to the ground
And do not mention my name in the same sentence with love.

Wilford Barker.