Love Taking Form

I find myself blindly in love with you.

As a cripple, I lean on your every word and motion.

Tell me, please, how do I live without having you too?

Simple, this life, can’t be bared without your presence true and station. 

And though, some claim such love as sad and foolish,

in this case, sightless, trusting love is only just enough.

There are many souls who wander and wish,

for a love so real as mine, empty of all lies and fluff.

The funny thing though, is it’s also theirs,

this unmatched, unjudging, perfect love, is for all who seek.

But, I would once cower under piercing stares,

so full of burning judgment, even when they did not speak.

But, I learned, people of this world aren’t what saves us.

In the end, we will either burn or surrender our souls,

To you who will be, who is, and who was,

the power that formed earth’s magic mountains, lands, and poles.

My own mind, can’t even comprehend it,

such unmassed, untainted, uncalculable God you are.

Yet bother with my wound to heal and knit?

And promises to be my steel shield and sword against all war?

Who else can promise faithfulness, like you?

Surely, not ruler of this earth, who desires only hurt.

This hurt, that left me with nothing to do,

but cry, and bask in my shame feeling so filthy, as dirt.

Those silent cries, fell weightless mist in a storm.

Only, you transformed this colorless mist, to a rainbow,

A rainbow of hope, with love taking form.

You have brung me from life’s holes dug so low,

and watered my soul with joy, truth, and trust.

My walls have fallen ashes, and victim, I stand no more.

You have bought life to what was once dust,

and have given me the key to know and open truth’s door.

That is why, I now know your presence is true and station,

and that there is no possible way, I can live, without having you too.

As a cripple, I will forever, lean and follow your motion.

And every day, I find myself falling blindly in love with you.