Love the Rain

It was a raining morning when I awoke. I sat apon my bed staring out my window mesmorized by the way the earth spoke. With every rain drop felt like beautiful music dancing its way into my ears. The smell of saturated earth calmed my heart like my mother's prayers for me at night. When I was finish getting ready for the day I decided I wasn't  going to drive, then remembered I don't even have a car in the first place so it was obvious that I was just gonna walk instead. But as I began to walk I let the rain wash away all the memories of yesterday and basked in the present. The cold didn't bother me just made my bones chill a little. Letting know that I was still living. I had to take my glasses off because the rain made it hard to walk with them on and I saw the world as just one big fog but some how I knew I was ok. I knew that i would make it through my day. I sat on that bench at that empty park and watched as everyone hurried towards shelter. Some looked at me with curiosity and others with disgust. However to both i just calmly waved and said hello isn't such beautiful weather today? To them sun shine seemed better but for me it was perfect. I felt like the rain settled the rage with in me and put out the fire within my heart. In this point in time I felt like I was actually whole instead of falling apart.