Love you mom

Mom I know this tough for you as for it is as tough for us to see you go.. I know I put you through a lot but mom just know I love you with all my heart you mean everything to me even tho I may not show it I do love you mom.. I can't stand the fact your actually leaving it's killing me deeply I'm tryn stay strong but at this point in life I need my mom.. I need her to lmk I'm gonna be ok I'm gonna be alright I'm gonna be fine and that no matter what we'll always be side by side .. Mother you are a big piece of my heart and knowing that your leaving is tearing me apart I can't stop crying I try but I can't these tears keep running down my face as I try to keep my head up but the days are coming near.. Only few days away and my heart is in so much pain knowing that your leaving for good things will never be the same  I love you today I love you tomorrow forever and always but right now I'm in sorrow knowing your leaving it hurts so much but deep down inside Itll never be the same without my mother here I'll try my best to keep faith ... Love You Mom Sorry Ain't Pick Up Dont Want You Hear Me Crying...