Lying & Truly

Let’s not kid ourselves
shall we ..
There seems no point
in us now
pretending everything
is still okay ..
When it gets this bad,
even the thought
of turning back would
be pointless
and therefore serve no
useful purpose ..
Yet if I was to say I am
not bothered
at all, by the thought of
us both letting go,
or that I was not just a
tiny bit scared,
then would most surely
be lying & truly,
so whose kidding who then ..