Made sense at the time

Have another line it might make me sleep ...who am I kidding it just shows  that im weak ..
I cant face my life its just to much to bare  iv beautiful kids but I dont seem to care  ..
I just cant stop , give me that bag id sooner be wired than listen to her nag ..
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Oh no 6 am the birds are singing how is it im here again..
its time for work out the door , my mind not rested my bodys poor ..
Just make the call he will be there be it 6.00 or 10.00 he doesnt care 
Ill just pull in a get a bag kick start the day an have a fag .
Its drawing close the end is near cant keep it up its been 20 year