MAGICK

I know many write it , think it , and dream it ,but as to the reasons my new day is!

I cannot change the past but only move on from it .I accept responsibility of my part in creating this unhappy circle I've attracted to me , And for that is why I make today MY NEW DAY !For it is only I that can choose what to keep and what to carry , what to pick up and what t put down  what to put up with and what I will no longer allow to go on .I am 38 a life half lived yet sometimes feeling there is nothing left to give . To find my place among this world, reality or not is only the battle my whole life i have fought. So today MY NEW DAY  I will be  little more selfish to all my hopes and dreams as careless and silly as all of them may seem. But for once just wishing I could be all of me Today -IS MY NEW DAY .

I've aged a lifetime for trying to fix all of those around me while pushing those he closest farther and farther away .TODAY IS MY NEW DAY in harmony I play .

Thank you Spirit for all I have and all i am going to receive  may someone find comfort in my words for all the world to see 

TODAY IS MY NEW DAY !!!