Manic break ups

You said I'm not the person you thought I was,
Well you were right.
I've been looking at this situation from every angle and I understand why the outcome wasn't so bright.
The years I've lived have shook my bones and my brain
I'm too weak to communicate and too far gone to change
I understand why you couldn't do this anymore
My presence is the heaviest weight
My heart is aching from the physical trauma and death, I don't think I'll ever be the same
My brain works differently now, it has too work twice as hard all of the time
I have so many thoughts protruding my mind it's been difficult to stomach being awake
So I understand why it's over
I don't blame you at all
Two broken people can't fix each other
Regardless if our pain is in the same place.