Reannen's rationality is receding

I'm too deep for this world
I live on several planes
Each part of my body in a separate universe
My mind in space
I'll rehearse the words you've spoken
Analyzing every line
My trust issues are hard as hell to mend
I get so overwhelmed by my mind
The voices that are extraterrestrial
The sentences and images running through my head
Make me feel as if I've drowned
Sometimes I believe I'm better off dead
Gasping for rationality
Fighting every wicked thought
My brains a constant war zone
Something far too tormented and haunted to comprehend
I ache for some feeling
Something that doesn't hurt to touch
My mental state is flickering
And I use writing as my crutch.