Manic Panic

I'm trying so hard not to cry

But why shouldn't I?

Because I'm trying to stay strong

I should cry when something is wrong

I can feel tears dam behind my eyes

Fighting my tears with deep slow sighs

Like mercury rising in a thermometer 

The feeling rises making my face hotter

I'm trying so hard not to cry

Trying to tell this feeling goodbye

Bottling up everything inside

Fuck it anyway, my emotions are fried

Zero to sixty, my moods are manic

Life is the iceberg and I am the titanic

I don't know how to feel right anymore

I say that like I knew how before

My moods are a roller coaster inside

I'm not in control, just along for the ride

I was just a second ago feeling sad

Somewhere along the way I got mad

Now I'm feeling kinda funny

Next thing ya know I'll be sweet as honey

Maybe I am bi-polar

May I cry on your shoulder?