IS THIS ME??

There
is a burning sensation

Surging
through me

I
feel more alive

Than
I've ever felt

But
there is something missing

Soberness.

I
drink to forget the nightmares

That
hold my mind hostage

The
culprits play with my intelligence

Prodding
the inner sanctum in my brain

Setting
fires, and ruining my ambitions.

I
have reasons to fight

I
haven't got time to play along

I
need to fall into a better body

One
that is more healthier and motivated.

I
sit in the public house

Drinking
myself into oblivion

Talking
is a struggle

Dreaming
is even more complex

I'm
staring into the pint glass

And
I think to myself

IS
THIS ME???