Poem - 03 July 2014, 23:49

ME.

By all means im not normal,
Well... what the heck is that?

I'm a shape shifter,
I mastered that knack,
With your words you bent me,
Bashed me black and blue,
The emotional damage,
you caused with word's,
no one ever knew,
You bent me into pieces,
Only my own eyes could see,
The real damage,
still echoes inside of me,
I'm a shape shifter,
A wall I'd become you see,
You threw a knife,
straight past my head,
Within that moment,
our love was dead,
I never trusted the word,
" love",
When you said it,
To do these things to me,
A prisoner of a life,
of involuntary actions,
Heartbreaking reactions,
Feeding the evil inside you,
I'm became a shapeless soul,
Transformation a daily roll,
Until it took its toll,
I'm not normal,
but who's to say im not,
I merely loved you,
enough to stand for that rot,
My insides twisted,
Tightening,
knotted,
My heart slowly dying,
Rotted,
I'm a shape shifter you see,
I became a wall ,
To keep you out,
And to keep me,
ME.

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Abuse Distorted

Poetry Genre:

Freestyle

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AUTHOR WILLIAMS...04 July 2014, 00:24

Dear Nardine,

Your poems are amazing, applause, vote

I'm not normal,
but who's to say im not,
I merely loved you,
enough to stand for that rot,
My insides twisted,
Tightening,
knotted,
My heart slowly dying,
Rotted,
I'm a shape shifter you see,
I became a wall ,
To keep you out,
And to keep me,
ME.

Love

WILLIAMSJI

Nardine Sanderson04 July 2014, 01:42

Thank you sir williamsji, much love and appreciation to you sir xoxo nardine xoxo

piusha singh04 July 2014, 00:43

Hi Sweetie,Could feel the pain so well in this write.These lines touched me deeply

My heart slowly dying,
Rotted,
I'm a shape shifter you see,
I became a wall ,
To keep you out,
And to keep me,
ME.

Love yaa

Nardine Sanderson04 July 2014, 01:50

Thank you princess, it was a sad time, but I'm out now, having learnt alot about myself in all that chaos, why i shut down , hopefully I'm more wiser in future, love you sweet piusha xoxo nardine xoxo

Tony Taylor04 July 2014, 02:00

Hi Nardine, there is no way NOT to give this 5*s.........its too damn good........well done my friend, well done...........tony xxx

Nardine Sanderson04 July 2014, 02:31

Dearest Tony, you are such a darling, love to you sweetie, thank you xoxo

Ravindra Kumar04 July 2014, 05:04

Seems to submit x-ray of of abnormal soul,.."I'm became a shapeless soul, ....I am not normal, but who's to say im not,...My insides twisted, My heart slowly dying,.."...trustworthy explanation...with love..xx Ravindra Kumar xx

Nardine Sanderson04 July 2014, 06:00

Thank you ravindra, i can't define normal , but i know now its not normal to bend or love a person who can do these things without acknowledgment, i still can't answer my own questions regarding, just that i loved someone who hurt me and someone i didn't trust loving me., much love to you nardine xoxo